Natal sepi

Today is a public holiday. I woke up at 9 and quickly copy all my files from my desktop to my new tablet PC, since on Saturday my bro will go back to Indonesia and our computer in Indonesia was broken. So we are going to use mine here to be brought back to Indonesia, and I will use my PC table fulltime from now on.

Had lunch in kopitiam for the $2.80 BBQ chicken wing with rice. Then shopped a little in fair Price nearby and went back to chk the file copying. Felt very sleepy, but unfortunately can't have a nap due to my blocked noseeeee.... Sigh I hate this. Can't breathe you know.

Then went to Changi with my flatmate to send her back to Indonesia. Huaa.... I also wanted to go backk.....

My bf is in Malaysia currently. He got something that he needed to settle there. So I will be lonely here. I started to remember during the beginning of my coming to Singapore. We always sent our friends and picked them up from airport. We had each other. But since I am with JH, automatically, he will be my "cahuffer" (not literally). He 'obligue' to send and pick me. Then I became self contented. And I just realized how I had abandoned my friends. I am bo longer accompany or pick her up from airport. And today is the right time to remember this, so I sent my flatmate.

But I felt a bit guilty also, because in the end I ate at Sakae at Changi, hohoho all by myself. And I spent $25 just for myself! Tsk tsk tsk..... I felt not good. And still had my blocked nose.

Hmmm.....whether this Christmas I will be really lonely?