Recently I am reading a book, called the title of this post. Actually I have another book given by my father: Change your thinking, change your life. I believe that mind is the main controller in our life. It is always a choice whether to feel happy today or to feel sad. Every battle is actually a choice.
Yesterday I was watching Get Smart! with an old friend of mine. Feel good to meet him, I can say that his life is full of live and joy (he's preparing for his marriage). So actually I felt the energy, until they started to talk about the job and their people at the office.
My mood is in a very bad shape for the last 4-5 years. I will do whatever I feel like to do. And I felt lazy most of the time. So it ended up with me doing nothing or doing useless thing, such as sleeping, watching korean drama, or playing games.
Lately, I was in the 'thinking' mode, I don't know whether this is better or even worse for me. I used to be a cheerful girl, think about nothing except happiness. The other me is the one who suggest me to think me, but it ended me to be self-pity. Sigh.... I don't know why.
I just wondering whether it;s better to blog or write down in a diary. It will give sentimental value with hand writing. But I doubt that I will read that one again, blogging is more practical.

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